The revivle of the blue monstrasity!
why can't we just let the silly thing rest in peac? though i like peices better. RC is complaning again that he dosen't get to drive. i would gladly trade him my driv time. it sucks my dads so stingy that he would rather revive the car and have a ticking time bomb then get another used car. thats just stupid.

this relly sucks. i'm the only one in my family that has most of the stupid medical problems os my dad. i don't want to be that big! or on that meny drugs. why do i have to be so close in blood/body to the one perent that seems to not give a rats ____ about his own children?!!! (hides face in hands sobbing) i hate this! why dose all this have to happen right now?! apperantly i don't have enogh stress with just school and finding a job. so lets through in added presuer from dad to get everything done right now, everyone trying to pull me in five different derections at once, and just because we can how about some serious cramps and mood swings?! What do you say is that enogh stress?! na we could still add more! (voice has rased to almost yelling and in serious rant mode)

i shouldn't bother you all with this. it's better if i just keep it all to myself even if i can feel my shell grouwing weaker and crumbling. this will probubly be one of my last journal entries. bye.